Cyclothymia.............thats new to me, I am going to google it. They dont seem to deceid wether I am Bi-polar/depressed/anxiety seperation/panic attacks?
I am so pissed off, I used to have 2 bad(sofa sleeping) days, 2 bright days, then 10/14 "normal" days, ones where I could get on with the same sort of life that others take for granted, work, go out, get some enjoyment, smile!
since November I have had this black mood everyday to some extent. I wake in the morning and with in 5 mins feel like crap, drag myself out of bed, if I have work(part-time) i struggle to do it some days, others I just do go. DAYS WHERE i have nothing to do I lay on the sofa and sleep infront of the TV. dont eat for 2 days and only drink water, feel sick and dont want to see anybody, just look forward to bed time, as that seems to be the only time I get peace?
It would be good for these so called professionals to get something right, they have now said there is nothing further to try, so passing me over the the CBT team, that was 10 weeks ago and 1 "meeting" which came to not a lot, majorally pissed off.